-Right now there are several junebugs buzzing at the threshold of my front door. Their busy activity provides a nice counterpoint to the entrainments of the cicadas and crickets. I forgot that those sounds had always produced a manner of comforting effect on me as my formative years were spent in southern Louisiana, so rich with night time insect life.
-Two days ago was a marvelously busy sonic day. So much so that I grabbed my field recording rig to capture the interplay of passing trains, cicadas, mockingbirds and growing thunderstorm. I had to wrap recording in order that my gear didn’t get wet from the rain, but after it passed I stood outside in rapt attention at the spiderwebs of lightning that ripped across the top of the sky with their accompanying waves of thunder.
-I will be putting on hold work on Circulus 3 (which, at this point, I realize needs a new and more befitting title) in order that I may complete my essays on Henry Flynt’s theory of Brend, Walter De Maria’s ‘Meaningless Work,’ their relationship to each other, Fluxus in general, and a piece of Fluxus art specifically.
-It was very difficult not to spend my last 6 dollars on several books at the used bookstore. All in time with paycheck allowing….
-In my travels along the feedback path I’ve observed some interesting phenomena. Digital systems, even when emulating analog systems, are not nearly as forgiving as their analog antecedents and forebears. What I mean is that in the digital domain the connection of an input to its resultant output so quickly results in some color-form of noise. In order to bypass this and achieve some kind of material to work with some manner of array of gates or envelope generators must be used in the feedback path. Of course, this is due to positive feedback in which the signal is added to itself, ad infinitum, very quickly. In working with even the most simple of circuit designs (as has been my experience) one need only connect the right value resistor from input to output and voila…steady state oscillation…sometimes with rather beautiful aperiodic harmonic information. In fact…oscillation, by definition, is the equilibrium of input and output…and is how simple building blocks of analog synthesis such as a sine wave, are achieved. However, the problem that digital computers aren’t particularly fond of infinity has provided me with some serious lessons in digital signal processing, which are too numerous too list in their entirety in this text. Suffice it to say that the aforementioned ‘problem’ has become a launching pad for aesthetic choices in composing with feedback as the prima materia.
-When I’ve grown tired of PureData I switch over to playing around with a freeware, digital emulation of modular analog synthesis, called Studio Factory. It’s currently only available for Windows. I suggest that modular synthesis addicts investigate…..
-I have been thinking about feedback’s ability to achieve noise pseudo-scientifically and quite metaphysically. The Big Bang’s existence was proven due to the tuning in to the cosmic background radiation, which sounds, and is, white noise. So I wonder….is the Big Bang not some multidimensional feedback loop which may still be generating itself…adding itself to its own signal in order to result in the steady hiss of all harmonic information at once?
-The beauty of digital computers’ inability to deal with infinity has prompted me to think about feedback as both steady, ongoing signal, and as generator of events, which is the byproduct of the fact that computers don’t compute sound, but numbers. And the numbers can be used to do anything I desire. I digress: someone suggested to me that since electronic sounds do not die then they do not live either. I am not sure that I agree. I am almost sure that I do not, but am still parsing out this line of inquiry in my brain. The computer, or the analog synthesizer, is merely a vehicle for electricity + mathematics = sound (or whatever, in the case of the computer). The electrons are there…they exist and the use of these electronic sound-making tools gives the opportunity to transmute them into sound. Electronic sounds, while perhaps not being infinite, exist as potentials, energies which may be summoned. Electrons, of course, do not ‘live’ in the anthropomorphic sense but they do exist. One cannot state that since electronic sounds have the potential of not ceasing to exist then they don’t really exist.
-I’m going back outside to listen to the crickets and the junebugs.